Im so confused. And really pissed off.
So a month ago, Zach told Jen to tell Mary to tell me that i was immature, annoying, i was trying to force a relationship on him and to quit calling him bla bla bla. and tonight he was like 'hey whats up' and i was like 'bla bla bla i thought you told me not to talk to youhjsdfjskhffjhsd" and now he accuses me of lying to HIM. im like wtf is going on. so i dont know whether he did say those things or if mary or jen made it up, but now im being called a liar and i want to die.
He didnt seem like he said those things caus he was kinda talking to me.
ME: what are you doing up at 2 in the morning?
ZACH: seeing how many times that i can throw up in 24 hours
(lmao i thought that was funny)
I dont know if i still like him or not. the thought of him kinda makes me depressed. its like, i want him to like me so much but he never will so why bother talking to him. thats sounds emo. gahhh.
LMAO thursday i got 2 detentions for throwing tampons at the health teacher. It was pretty much amazing. she was pissed dude. I hate her so much shes such a crackhead.
Friday and a few weehours in the morning on saturday, i was in the hospital again. My anemia made me too weak to eat and i fainted and then woke up with an IV in my arm. ahhh i LOVE IVS. everyone thinks im a junkie now though because i hve a huge bruise where it was XD
Looking at qCaitlin and josh makes me feel so lame. i honestly have no life. theyr so cute togefer i want to slap them.
im going to try projectile vomiting
g'night
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